My Day #1

Part One:

I woke up around 9:30 and ate less than half a banana (45) and a cup of green tea with agave nectar (30). Then I threw away a bagel, 2 pieces of whole wheat bread, and these pastry things with sweet potato and raisins. Later I had a lettuce, tomato, and corn salad (150) with 2 water bottles. I ate it really slow and drank water in between bites. Immediately afterwards I felt really guilty. Then I had another cup of green tea with agave nectar (30). All of this was by 12:30. So in three hours I consumed 255 calories <-- that's gross. I'm sort of a math freak so... that averages to 85 calories an hour and 1.42 CPM (calories per minute).

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Part Two:

Then I was going to go out with one of my friends when she got out of work, we were going to go watch a movie but she had to go to her summer house with her family. My mom went to the mall and she said we were going to go out to eat when she came back. We're going to this little cafe place where most of the things aren't that heavy. I think I'm going to have the "Healthy Salad" with no nuts. (It's lettuce, carrot, mushroom and vinaigrette) (150) and club soda (0). This place has vegan desserts and I'm vegan. Usually being vegan keeps me away from dessert but at this place we usually end up getting something. I hope she doesn't want anything cause chances are she'll make me eat it if she gets it.

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Part Three:

One of my friends came to my house for an hour so I didn't go eat with my mom, but I did something worse. The friend who came over is skinny but eats like crazy and she makes me feel like I can do that too. It sucks. So I ate a can of corn (210) and a bagel (140). I hate myself right now. My mom took the dog to walk, but when she comes back I'll go walk him. In 30 minutes I consumed 350 calories, kill me please.

From 9:30 in the morning till 4:00 in the afternoon I've taken in 605 calories. I hate this. In 6 in a half hours I've eaten SIX HUNDRED AND FIVE CALORIES. I have zero will power. I hate this. I can't wait to go walk my dog, and I can't wait till Monday when dance starts again.

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Part Four:

I hate this. My mother got home with the dog and it's been an hour and a half so obviously my dog is too tired to walk with me. I hate this. It just one thing after another with my life. My life is composed of a bunch excuses. I drank some green tea with agave nectar (30) and am now watching Degrassi.

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Part Five:

Finished off the day with 985 calories... that sucks. (ate some dark chocolate)

Going to watch Alice in Wonderland and then go to sleep.

But on a happy note, just weighed myself and I weigh the same I did when I woke up. I usually weigh 2 pounds more than I did when I woke up.

I'm somewhat proud of myself even though it's still a lot what I weigh.