My Day #3

I woke up at 9:30. I had pineapple (100) and a bagel (140). I am so pissed off. I hate this and I hate my life. It's disgusting how bad I look. I woke up at the same weight as yesterday.

I have dance later, yay!! :))

So I've been reading other blogs and found out about this 2468 diet. I think I want to do it. I might start it tomorrow tho.

It's pretty much 200 cals the first day, then 400 cals, then 600 cals, then 800 cals. I might do it backwards tho cause I feel like that would work more. Like 800 cals the first day, then 600 then 400 then 200. I don't know, we'll see.

Anyways, just had tea with agave nectar (30).

I haven't even be awake for an hour and I've already consumed 260 calories. That's awesome... NOT.

I might be trying salvia today, which is pretty cool, can't wait to get out of this world and into my own, even if it is only for 3 minutes.

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Well I'm not trying salvia today, but that's okay because I'm actually happy. (Go read my journal entry #6, I think, to see why).

Before I was happy tho I had a salad (300). But that's okay because as of right now, life is about to change for the better.

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So I've had half an apple, 3 cups of grapes (probably less), and a banana.

In total I've had 1005 calories.

My dad is being an asshole. He thinks I'm not going to do this raw vegan thing, but he's wrong. He can't make me eat non-raw things.

Today was bad day in the day of ana, but I'll be better.